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Platonic Idea of My Girefriend

If under any unforeseen circumstances i gonna have a girlfriend who should it be ? how should she look like and what is my Platonic idea of a Girlfriend ?
I will address that here is series of posts ... later, though.

The Plan

I hate serial port communication !
I spent whole day working on it and still a lot to read, a lot to understand.
basically as far as my knowledge serves me, other than data acquisition cards which are expensive and the option of using real-time operation systems either like RTX for windows or stand alone QNX there is no other way to have some signal out of a PC but Serial port and the old Parallel port.
it's much easier to use MATLAB or maybe other type of software to have the signal out but if you need to be more specific and code it all yourself that would be rough a little.
For weeks we were working a way to use XBee RF module with serial port and now I'm working on a more intelligent way of providing the out put of serial port and for the next phase I gonna blend some computer vision and controller into it.
as fall come up, who knows maybe a simple object oriented virtual reality program with is in complete synchronous with hardware and controller and vision and maybe vision can become closed-loop with virtual reality maybe.  

American Robotic Dreams

His robot was the first to become famous, when Dr.Egerstedt used it's picture as banner of his course-era online course the "control of mobile robots". an inexpensive, simple mechanism robot who got his mind power to run (and I'm quoting) "a novel learning algorithm that learns actions based on boundary conditions and not system states." (end quot)

Being Ph.D candidate at such fine school and yet using such simple hardware, that way he taught me a lesson: robotic is not just about high tech thousands-of-dollars worth robots hardware which I would never get my hands to, but it's all about a boundless creativity of a beautiful mind (since my thesis is related to game theory and who doesn't know John Nash and haven't seen "the beautiful mind" a movie about him), skillful hands and hard work. 

Now He is at JPL, he just got there.

He is excited I'm excited, virtually everyone who knows about JPL should be excited. "they are one of the best in robotics… and here I am!" he wrote on his website.

Me; on the other side, am proud to be just a member of big family of robotic researchers with almost no impact on the real trends

feavour dream of a mad man

Good to be back.
For a while i had this temptation to co-author a weblog with my old friends of Iran so that we can stay in touch and i can fortify my bounds with my beloved past-life, but this is not any easy to ask ordinary people with no passion or need to write to type as fast as I and be as welcoming as I to such collaborations, and for a few days i was thinking of a totally new media and as of always i couldn't find any thing proper so i tapped into my old place.
Just send a weird TEXT to a girl that i know but never possibly love or like in an extraordinary way and ask for her company, a thing that is most needed here. my father came here to give a 2-month visit and my world got upside down, a world that used to be divided between my past and my future and whenever i had to link this two i would be overwhelmed with strange cocktail of loneliness, rage and vagueness.
going to knock the U.S embassy door for a tourist visa for my daddy and I, in few days and hopefully the gonna provide us two.
the lady in "Grace Kelly green" left for a one-month ling trip and I swear I don't feel any especial for her but i feel even more alone and desperate for a walk with a friend like her.
I would like the most to fall in love this summer, to find a girlfriend which in my mind will be like an atomic clock on a wrist watch size helping/urging me locate my self in my life coordinate and maybe thanks to her i would be happy, the quality that i can see, I lack.
Here i want to link to my old blog that i started in 2009 and i believe is a benchmark that distinguishes me from an amateur blogger:

http://omidanesh.blogfa.com/

art.pdanesh59@.....com

And that's how one turns to 25 years old. which i believe means 24 years of full living experience on the planet earth plus 1 day, today.
Today Kelly got the job that she applied and referenced me for and she says it was my call that convinced the H.R lady leading to recruitment. I had my lunch in "belle province" smoked meat trio which cost me 11.40 $ and was satisfying. 
3 rules for new age :
Do not question, Do not respect, Keep distance, and you need to apply these on your so-called friends in sweet soil of Canada.
And shall I make impossible, possible again ?

این دفعه فرق می کند، فردا روز تولدم است و به همین مناسبت به ساز دلم می رقصم و فارسی می نویسم

No exception, No excuse, will be continued in English.

Today is the last day which I'm still 24 and as sun will start shining tomorrow morning I will be 25 let me start with what had happened today, No chronological, detail oriented story, just main summits.

Someone from H.R department of General Dynamics called our office searching for me earlier this morning, Since Kelly Wong my former student of chines descent; one of only a few who had the privilege to be in all of MECH415, MECH471 and MECH474; (grammar check)gave them my name as reference for her job application. That truly pictures the influence I've acquired as TA at Concordia. A basic Google search of the company reveals that General Dynamic is the fourth largest defense contractor in the world as of 2011. Manufactured the western world most produced jet fighter, the F-16 Fighting Falcon. Hope she would get hired but it remains unspoken that she might find a ton of blood on her hands by the time she retires.

On the other side of the day i finally finished reading THE PAPER, which implies the one paper i clawed at my assumed end of the literature review and hoped to reproduce and expand as my Master thesis, leaving a legacy of myself. Sometime through the day I've done something that i can't really remember but the good lasting feeling it gave me and i can associate that with Visual C++ 6.0 and my return to 1066.00 Laboratory.

Other than that and the fact that i gonna eat out at this very special night and i feel hopeful about convergence of my Mechanical Engineering and Scientific skills with my Design, Artistic and Storytelling desires some day soon are among delight thoughts giggling in my mind.

I'm alone at this moment 07h12 PM, June 3rd, and virtually alone all the times as i live alone, far from my hometown and i try to stick to self-regulated rules and attitudes, seeking greatness and influence in very ambitious volume that stops me from being everywhere and doing everything that may squeeze mon endroit du solitude. 

I wonder "where are my friends", and after a pause of milliseconds i add "if any". Used to be popular in a very unpopular way. people had problems categorizing me and I've always enjoyed that by adding to its complexity. But at the end of the day this was part of what i believe as my charisma and the reason i was popular. Now can't really bridge between that glorious past to this miserable present and then draw a conclusion for future. I guess i will figure it out as i move forward, and open new doors, and do new things.

Quite a long post in comparison to what i have in my profile as blogger in my second language, therefore i leave it here and may i continue writing here so fearless and free from this humble beginning to a high quality writing that shines on my resume as an peerless asset.